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The Parting Gift

by Without Belief

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1.
Denial 03:51
Clinging onto, The thought of you, still being here (still being here) How were we to know, this was the path we'd take without you Breathing in that moment in time, Suspended and lost in it all theres tragedy in losing a loved one Im laying on the loungeroom floor I see your shadow trace the door I close my eyes But cant unsee That you're still standing over me Keep telling me that this is real I would rather lie Then face the truth I can still feel you here I can still feel your warmth There is life still here When your not Come back to me This is all just a nightmare Come wake me up And tell me that its not real Im laying on the loungeroom floor I see your shadow trace the door I close my eyes But cant unsee That you're still standing over me Keep telling me that this is real I would rather lie Then face the truth Walking into a room you last were Seeing your silouhette Its haunting me Tell me I am just living a lie And that you are okay, How am I meant to come back home Blow me a kiss Start to fade I just keep beggin you to stay You're just a vision in my head Just keep wishing it was me instead Blow me a kiss Start to fade I just keep beggin you to stay You're just a vision in my head Just keep wishing it was me instead (Im laying on the loungeroom floor) Im laying on the loungeroom floor I see your shadow trace the door I close my eyes But cant unsee That you're still standing over me Keep telling me that this is real I would rather lie Then face the truth
2.
Anger 02:11
My god you've done it now You woke the dark thoughts in my head you pushed me to the edge of destruction pray to yourself that I dont meet you Ill never back down to a false crown Mother fucker watch me burn it all down No mercy for a mercilus pig Sheep begin to heard Soaked in the blood shed How can you justify the malicious enjustice Forgive me father for I wont accept this Peace be with you Fuck that, no forgiveness for that the coward that has Taken one the way I loved well before his time you fucking took his life you know it isnt right creator of everything you think you make the rules you say your merciful You dont know The length I'd go for this pain TO END I will burn this fucking world alive Just for you to see the sun rise To the phantom father You will burn Fuck you and your self rightious belief You left my fucking family to grieve Fuck you and your self rightious belief You left my fucking family to grieve
3.
Bargaining 04:07
There's still too much to say That I need you to hear There's still so much that I need to learn from you You wont even be here to raise a grandson A photo stay in a memory Dont take me away from this place Dont let me come back to reality Cause I cant live without you I could have found another way I should have been with you that day Never did I tell you what my heart wanted to say Never will I hear your voice again Never will I see you live again I cant begin to bare living without you Last words are never enough I love you and need you here by my side Last words are never enough I would give anything just to get you back Oh god, just give him back I could have found another way I should have been with you that day Never did I tell you what my heart wanted to say Wish I could restart And amend my mistakes To change the course of fate But is it too late I will never understand why he is the one that has to leave Why not the guilty Is this your plan, that Im suppose to believe Take my body Give me pain Anything to bring you back Take the blood inside my veins Last words are never enough I love you and need you here by my side Last words are never enough I would give anything just to get you back I could have found another way I should have been with you that day Never did I tell you what my heart wanted to say Wish I could restart And amend my mistakes To change the course of fate But is it too late I would given anything just to get you back I would given anything just to get you back
4.
Depression 04:58
When I was younger I made all our memories We were in the garden In the sun, smiling from the heart and the calming gentle laugh You never think the ones you love are gonna leave And what a burden the weight of death is Its heavier now then when its started Its heavier now then when its started Its heavier now then when its started Its heavier now then when its started, When she tried to tell me through shaken breaths She said darling I think, his dying I stil want to go with you I can feel the darkness consuming me You were my light in it all But now your gone and I just cant help but fall To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and I can feel the darkness consuming me Its tearing open the hole You're a one way trip and I cant help but fall To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and I am sorry That I was never very good at swimming So Ill just drown in my depression You lost your strength But you never lost your heart Telling stories from your youth Still smiling, while your body is failing you. I never thought you would die why we all watched And what a burden, the weight of death is No matter all the years I still want to go with you I can feel the darkness consuming me You were my light in it all But now your gone and I just cant help but fall To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and I can feel the darkness consuming me Its tearing open the hole You're a one way trip and I cant help but fall To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and There is a place behind my eyelids I visit every night to see you smiling I dont want to just wanna hear your voice in my head There's not a single day I dont wish it was my instead I swear it should of have been me instead, I swear it should have been me I can feel the darkness consuming me You were my light in it all But now your gone and I just cant help but fall To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and I can feel the darkness consuming me Its tearing open the hole You're a one way trip and I cant help but fall To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and Can you hear me, I really wish I could hear you say my name, (I can feel the darkness consuming me You were my light in it all But now your gone and I just cant help but fall) Since you died, I have been dead inside and the misery makes me suffocate. (To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and) Can you hear me, I really wish I could hear you say my name. Since you died, Ive been dead inside and I miss you always
5.
Acceptance 04:23
While I know you're no longer suffering I know we are all bearing the burden Of you not being here with us Where you belong We will meet you again one day And you would not of aged my friend But time will hold us bound To our last breath Much like the one you took that painful day I know you're looking down And I know you feel proud We are far from okay We are your legacy To show we are capable Of getting through this challenge of losing you Challenge of losing you I know that you'll guide me home You raised us well You gave it your all You did it for us Not you You raised us well You gave it your all You did it for us Not you You raised us well (You were my mentor) You gave it your all (You were my friend) You did it for us (And someday we will meet again) Not you (Meet again) Oh father, how I wish to see you again But Im accepting the fact, You want me here for now You were my mentor You were my friend And someday we will meet again You were my mentor You were my friend And someday we will meet again You were my mentor And someday we will meet again

about

The concept behind the EP is the 5 stage of grief people go through often when dealing with something such as a loss in their lives.

This concept was built on a musical based goodbye for Jake and Ralph, along with others featuring and partaking their own ways in all ways of being apart of the EP and project,
To say goodbye and have the platform designed to do so.
The idea behind this was goodbyes are never easy and its hard to know what to say in the moment,
So by creating music based on the events that took placed, allowed time to reflect and write the words we wanted to say but couldn't at the time.

The EP to us is very special as we only had people who had supported us along the way be apart of this.

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released January 4, 2020

Produced, Engineered, Mixed & Mastered by Christopher Vernon.
www.CVernonProducer.com

Additional Drum Engineering by Declan White.

Written by Jake Kershaw, Ralph Brown & Christopher Vernon.

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Without Belief Melbourne, Australia

Founded by Ralph Brown and Jake Kershaw,
Established in Melbourne, Victoria.

This project is the parting gift for the loved ones they have lost and for those who have lost someone close to them.

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