1. |
Denial
03:51
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Clinging onto,
The thought of you, still being here (still being here)
How were we to know, this was the path we'd take without you
Breathing in that moment in time,
Suspended and lost in it all
theres tragedy in losing a loved one
Im laying on the loungeroom floor
I see your shadow trace the door
I close my eyes
But cant unsee
That you're still standing over me
Keep telling me that this is real
I would rather lie
Then face the truth
I can still feel you here
I can still feel your warmth
There is life still here
When your not
Come back to me
This is all just a nightmare
Come wake me up
And tell me that its not real
Im laying on the loungeroom floor
I see your shadow trace the door
I close my eyes
But cant unsee
That you're still standing over me
Keep telling me that this is real
I would rather lie
Then face the truth
Walking into a room you last were
Seeing your silouhette
Its haunting me
Tell me I am just living a lie
And that you are okay,
How am I meant to come back home
Blow me a kiss
Start to fade
I just keep beggin you to stay
You're just a vision in my head
Just keep wishing it was me instead
Blow me a kiss
Start to fade
I just keep beggin you to stay
You're just a vision in my head
Just keep wishing it was me instead
(Im laying on the loungeroom floor)
Im laying on the loungeroom floor
I see your shadow trace the door
I close my eyes
But cant unsee
That you're still standing over me
Keep telling me that this is real
I would rather lie
Then face the truth
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2. |
Anger
02:11
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My god you've done it now
You woke the dark thoughts in my head
you pushed me to the edge of destruction
pray to yourself that I dont meet you
Ill never back down to a false crown
Mother fucker watch me burn it all down
No mercy for a mercilus pig
Sheep begin to heard
Soaked in the blood shed
How can you justify the malicious enjustice
Forgive me father for I wont accept this
Peace be with you
Fuck that, no forgiveness for that the coward that has
Taken one the way I loved
well before his time
you fucking took his life
you know it isnt right
creator of everything
you think you make the rules
you say your merciful
You dont know
The length I'd go for this pain
TO END
I will burn this fucking world alive
Just for you to see the sun rise
To the phantom father
You will burn
Fuck you and your self rightious belief
You left my fucking family to grieve
Fuck you and your self rightious belief
You left my fucking family to grieve
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3. |
Bargaining
04:07
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There's still too much to say
That I need you to hear
There's still so much that I need to learn from you
You wont even be here to raise a grandson
A photo stay in a memory
Dont take me away from this place
Dont let me come back to reality
Cause I cant live without you
I could have found another way
I should have been with you that day
Never did I tell you what my heart wanted to say
Never will I hear your voice again
Never will I see you live again
I cant begin to bare living without you
Last words are never enough
I love you and need you here by my side
Last words are never enough
I would give anything just to get you back
Oh god, just give him back
I could have found another way
I should have been with you that day
Never did I tell you what my heart wanted to say
Wish I could restart
And amend my mistakes
To change the course of fate
But is it too late
I will never understand why he is the one that has to leave
Why not the guilty
Is this your plan, that Im suppose to believe
Take my body
Give me pain
Anything to bring you back
Take the blood inside my veins
Last words are never enough
I love you and need you here by my side
Last words are never enough
I would give anything just to get you back
I could have found another way
I should have been with you that day
Never did I tell you what my heart wanted to say
Wish I could restart
And amend my mistakes
To change the course of fate
But is it too late
I would given anything just to get you back
I would given anything just to get you back
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4. |
Depression
04:58
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When I was younger
I made all our memories
We were in the garden
In the sun, smiling from the heart and the calming gentle laugh
You never think the ones you love are gonna leave
And what a burden the weight of death is
Its heavier now then when its started
Its heavier now then when its started
Its heavier now then when its started
Its heavier now then when its started,
When she tried to tell me through shaken breaths
She said darling
I think, his dying
I stil want to go with you
I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now your gone and I just cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
I can feel the darkness consuming me
Its tearing open the hole
You're a one way trip and I cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
I am sorry
That I was never very good at swimming
So Ill just drown in my depression
You lost your strength
But you never lost your heart
Telling stories from your youth
Still smiling, while your body is failing you.
I never thought you would die why we all watched
And what a burden, the weight of death is
No matter all the years
I still want to go with you
I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now your gone and I just cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
I can feel the darkness consuming me
Its tearing open the hole
You're a one way trip and I cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
There is a place behind my eyelids
I visit every night to see you smiling
I dont want to just wanna hear your voice in my head
There's not a single day I dont wish it was my instead
I swear it should of have been me instead,
I swear it should have been me
I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now your gone and I just cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
I can feel the darkness consuming me
Its tearing open the hole
You're a one way trip and I cant help but fall
To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and
Can you hear me, I really wish I could hear you say my name,
(I can feel the darkness consuming me
You were my light in it all
But now your gone and I just cant help but fall)
Since you died, I have been dead inside and the misery makes me suffocate.
(To the bottom, to the bottom of the bottle and)
Can you hear me, I really wish I could hear you say my name.
Since you died, Ive been dead inside and
I miss you always
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5. |
Acceptance
04:23
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While I know you're no longer suffering
I know we are all bearing the burden
Of you not being here with us
Where you belong
We will meet you again one day
And you would not of aged my friend
But time will hold us bound
To our last breath
Much like the one you took that painful day
I know you're looking down
And I know you feel proud
We are far from okay
We are your legacy
To show we are capable
Of getting through this challenge of losing you
Challenge of losing you
I know that you'll guide me home
You raised us well
You gave it your all
You did it for us
Not you
You raised us well
You gave it your all
You did it for us
Not you
You raised us well
(You were my mentor)
You gave it your all
(You were my friend)
You did it for us
(And someday we will meet again)
Not you
(Meet again)
Oh father, how I wish to see you again
But Im accepting the fact,
You want me here for now
You were my mentor
You were my friend
And someday we will meet again
You were my mentor
You were my friend
And someday we will meet again
You were my mentor
And someday we will meet again
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Without Belief Melbourne, Australia
Founded by Ralph Brown and Jake Kershaw,
Established in Melbourne, Victoria.
This project is the parting gift for the loved ones they have lost and for those who have lost someone close to them.
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